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Maybe you should get a coffee enema..

2003-01-25 - 10:32 a.m.

ok...this is a conversation i had last night..the gist of it is..her hubby went overseas three weeks ago and she misses him SO bad..she hasnt eaten AT ALL in three weeks....

**********[7:31 PM]: hey this is ***** how are you?

**********[7:32 PM]: i have missed ya

**********[7:32 PM]: my old screen name was ******* remember?

Red95isback [7:33 PM]: no

Red95isback [7:33 PM]: who the hell r u?

Red95isback [7:33 PM]: LOL

Red95isback [7:33 PM]: whasssssupp!

**********[7:33 PM]: roflol

**********[7:33 PM]: nothin much bro!

**********[7:34 PM]: whats new with you?

Red95isback [7:34 PM]: not too much

**********[7:34 PM]: same here

**********[7:35 PM]: we are in virginia now

Red95isback [7:35 PM]: hampton?

**********[7:35 PM]: virginia beach

Red95isback [7:35 PM]: ft story?

**********[7:35 PM]: huh

Red95isback [7:36 PM]: fort story is in va beach

Red95isback [7:36 PM]: i was askin if u were stationed at fort story

**********[7:36 PM]: oh nope just virginia beach

**********[7:36 PM]: **** is over seas

**********[7:36 PM]: oh no...lol...

Red95isback [7:37 PM]: oh man..he got shipped out?

**********[7:37 PM]: oh yea

Red95isback [7:37 PM]: blah

**********[7:38 PM]: yea it sucks but he maybe flying home i am bad sick

Red95isback [7:38 PM]: ??

**********[7:38 PM]: i haven't eaten since he left 3 weeks!

Red95isback [7:38 PM]: at all?

**********[7:39 PM]: nope

**********[7:39 PM]: and i went to the hospital and they wouldn't admit me

Red95isback [7:39 PM]: u musta had a lotta fat stored up to survive that long without any food intake at all

**********[7:39 PM]: i need serious help so he is going to try to get permanent shore duty

**********[7:40 PM]: yea i have lost 30lbs

Red95isback [7:40 PM]: u need mental help then..not physical..psychiatric or some shyz...thats whack

and after i left to get pizza, played some GT3 and watched lots of TV..she came back again and THIS transpired

**********[12:42 AM]: your up late

Red95isback [12:42 AM]: i was busy eating

Red95isback [12:42 AM]: like u should be

**********[12:42 AM]: yea yea

**********[12:42 AM]: sorry want me to let you go?

**********[12:43 AM]: :-

**********[12:43 AM]: i just got off the phone with my hubbie

**********[12:43 AM]: looks like their is a good chance he will be coming home soon

Red95isback [12:43 AM]: what he say bout u not eatin for a month?

**********[12:43 AM]: :-D

**********[12:43 AM]: well he is concerned and wants to come home so he went to talk to his chief and lpo

**********[12:44 AM]: they told him he could go to medical and they will send him home when spouses are in situations like this they send them home...then he can work on the hardship transfer

**********[12:44 AM]: and if that dosent work i will have to convince a shrink i need him home to take care of me....

**********[12:45 AM]: so if the medical thing dosent work then he will have to stay and ill have to do something cause i refuse to see a shrink

**********[12:45 AM]: :-

Red95isback [12:45 AM]: so you dont really NEED himhome

Red95isback [12:45 AM]: u jes WANT him home

**********[12:45 AM]: yes i do!

**********[12:45 AM]: no i need him home

**********[12:45 AM]: i mean yea i want him home but i also need him home

Red95isback [12:45 AM]: u do need to see a shrink

**********[12:45 AM]: i can't eat or sleep

**********[12:46 AM]: i do in order for the shrink to send an amcross message to the ship so he can come home to take care of me

Red95isback [12:48 AM]: take care of you?

**********[12:48 AM]: yea so i can start eating and sleeping again i mean i just can't handle the seperation

Red95isback [12:48 AM]: sometimes u jes gotta deal with it

Red95isback [12:48 AM]: suck it up

**********[12:49 AM]: i can't

**********[12:49 AM]: we are so tightly bound i can't do it...some people are just like that their was another guy in the navy who had to go home due to this....so i am not the only one

**********[12:49 AM]: their are other couples out their like us

**********[12:50 AM]: but if it comes down to where we have to deal with it then i guess we will have no choice since he is in the middle of the ocean

**********[12:50 AM]: :-) i am praying medical will send him home

**********[12:50 AM]: but no one knows for sure won't know until tomorrow

Red95isback [12:52 AM]: and you think yer pregnant again? is that part of why u want him home?

**********[12:52 AM]: well i have to eat to carry a baby

Red95isback [12:53 AM]: ok...so you say you cant eat..but u think yer pregnant...so whatta you gonna do if you are?

**********[12:53 AM]: and maybe yes because my family has a history of complecations....and i live alone what if something was to happen to me?

**********[12:54 AM]: well then we will do everything we can do to bring him home...guess i will have to go see a shrink

**********[12:54 AM]: though i hate them and don't want to

**********[12:54 AM]: and if that dosent work then he dosent know what we will do

Red95isback [12:55 AM]: what if the shrink wont tell u what u wanna hear?

Red95isback [12:55 AM]: what if he jes tells you yer bein silly?

**********[12:55 AM]: right now i am waiting to see what will happen tomorrow i believe if it is the Lords will he come home then medical will take care of it and send him home

**********[12:55 AM]: well i asked him about that and he said we would cross that bridge when we came their i am not even sure if i want to see a shrink

**********[12:56 AM]: :-

**********[12:57 AM]: i hate shrinks

Red95isback [12:57 AM]: i wouldnt know...ive never seen one

Red95isback [12:57 AM]: or been to one..whatever

**********[12:57 AM]: me neither but i still hate them

**********[12:58 AM]: they are so twisted and sick

**********[12:58 AM]: grrrrrrrrr

Red95isback [12:58 AM]: thats like sayin u hate chinese people..even tho u never met one

Red95isback [12:58 AM]: or anybody for that matter

**********[12:59 AM]: no it is not all the shrinks are the same unless i could see a christian shrink then they might see my situation how it really is

**********[12:59 AM]: i didnt think about that

**********[12:59 AM]: hmmm

Red95isback [12:59 AM]: all the same?

Red95isback [1:00 AM]: so u've never been to one..yet u have the knowledge to say they are all the same?

**********[1:00 AM]: ok ok maybe not

**********[1:00 AM]: sorry.....:-(

Red95isback [1:00 AM]: yo...need to eat somethin...yer brain is losin touch with reality here

**********[1:00 AM]: lol no it is not

Red95isback [1:00 AM]: shiiiiiiiiiiiiii

Red95isback [1:00 AM]: t

**********[1:01 AM]: roflol

**********[1:01 AM]: :-D

**********[1:01 AM]: i think it is because i am sleepy

Red95isback [1:01 AM]: i think its because yer insane

**********[1:01 AM]: WHAT!

**********[1:01 AM]: i think it is because i love my hubbie and hate being away from him

**********[1:02 AM]: :-p

Red95isback [1:02 AM]: thats all fine and good...

**********[1:02 AM]: yea...

**********[1:02 AM]: pluse

**********[1:02 AM]: plus

Red95isback [1:02 AM]: but to not eat ONE bite of food in 3 weeks boggles the mind

**********[1:02 AM]: Josh is just as miserable and not happy out at sea

**********[1:02 AM]: why boggles?

Red95isback [1:02 AM]: 3 weeks?

Red95isback [1:03 AM]: dood..people have died in less time

**********[1:03 AM]: i am so upset that i can't eat it happens...my nerves are tore to pieces

**********[1:03 AM]: nah

**********[1:03 AM]: i have been drinkin water

**********[1:03 AM]: and pop..lol

**********[1:03 AM]: :-)

Red95isback [1:03 AM]: well yahoo!! nuttin like water and vanilla coke to keep crazy lady alive and kickin!

**********[1:04 AM]: roflol

**********[1:04 AM]: i am not crazy

Red95isback [1:04 AM]: just suffering from a temporary bout?

**********[1:05 AM]: i dunno dude it is jes the seperation

**********[1:05 AM]: it is killin us both

Red95isback [1:05 AM]: didnt he just re-enlist?

**********[1:05 AM]: NO!!!!!!!!!

**********[1:06 AM]: :-o

Red95isback [1:06 AM]: how long has he been in?

**********[1:06 AM]: 2 years

Red95isback [1:07 AM]: maybe the military aint the kind of career that works for ya'll...u need jobs where you stay at home all day long and are never ut of eachothers site...

**********[1:07 AM]: roflol

Red95isback [1:07 AM]: im serious

**********[1:07 AM]: no he jes needs shore duty he will still be in

Red95isback [1:07 AM]: he's only been gone three weeks

**********[1:08 AM]: i mean i want a normal life where we have normal jbs and we come home every night to each other

**********[1:08 AM]: yea and it has been 3 weeks of literall hell

**********[1:08 AM]: :-o

Red95isback [1:08 AM]: maybe u need a coffee enema

**********[1:09 AM]: roflol

**********[1:09 AM]: i don't think so

Red95isback [1:09 AM]: then u wouldnt be so full of s**t

**********[1:09 AM]: :-p

**********[1:09 AM]: what!

**********[1:09 AM]: :-(

Red95isback [1:09 AM]: dood...im not gonna tell u what u wanna hear

Red95isback [1:09 AM]: imma tell u the truth

Red95isback [1:09 AM]: yer bein crazy

**********[1:10 AM]: why?

**********[1:10 AM]: because i want a normal life and my husband home?

Red95isback [1:10 AM]: i agree its fine toi miss yer loved one.

Red95isback [1:10 AM]: but ya'll got married knowin full well he could get shipped out

**********[1:10 AM]: forgive me for loving him and not wanting to be seperated for 7 mo from him with hardly any contact

**********[1:11 AM]: yea....and we also agreed if we couldn't handle it on both parts he would try to come home

ok..so it was a long ass entry...am i the ONLY one thinkin this girl is whack?? or is this normal..or understandable?? FEEDBACK PLEASE!!

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